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Yea, last journal was February. Coming close to the year mark, and I can't abide that. I can't let myself look quite that lazy.
Occasional things posted though. It stinks cuz I'm doing a lot of work, really. Just not on this site. Still out of a job, so been running commissions on a few of the niche sites just to keep the bills paid. Prolly done like 30 or so in the last 2 months.
I'm hoping to get this job at the Holiday Inn with a friend of mine. It'd be so awesome to have a real income so I could not worry about money so much and have more time to put towards more casual arts. I'll still do commissions just for a little extra spending cash, but to have that wiggle room would be spectacular. I miss doing shits-and-giggles stuff.
I actually just finished with my most recent batch of commissions. I may take a few days to just do some sketchdumps and other little things. Yea, that sounds good.
Occasional things posted though. It stinks cuz I'm doing a lot of work, really. Just not on this site. Still out of a job, so been running commissions on a few of the niche sites just to keep the bills paid. Prolly done like 30 or so in the last 2 months.
I'm hoping to get this job at the Holiday Inn with a friend of mine. It'd be so awesome to have a real income so I could not worry about money so much and have more time to put towards more casual arts. I'll still do commissions just for a little extra spending cash, but to have that wiggle room would be spectacular. I miss doing shits-and-giggles stuff.
I actually just finished with my most recent batch of commissions. I may take a few days to just do some sketchdumps and other little things. Yea, that sounds good.
gonna start getting fierce
I've gotten some proverbial weight off my shoulders, so hopefully this new trend in production should continue pretty well. I'm glad to be able to draw freely again!
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I always come back to this site with a small feeling of guilt, like I should be updating it more often (or at all, really). Frankly though I just don't feel comfortable posting the stuff I've been doing here; I want to maintain this site with some form of professionalism, and my usual work is anything but professional, even though it's the stuff I get paid for so it actually is "professional." :shrug:
I'd be lying if I said I didn't enjoy it though. Still, it would be nice to be able to look at my body of work and think, "Sure, I can show my mother this..." Maybe one'a these days I can branch out and do some "legit" stuff. One'a these d
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I wish I had that ability as an artist to turn all my emotional anguish into works of art. Like on a day I'm feeling really fed up about some aspect of my life I could just take my welder and make some monstrosity out of metal, or throw a bunch of paint at a huge canvas. Then I can walk away feeling better, having expelled all my negative energy.
Instead I have to sit on my couch, comfort-eating, feeling like an overheated tea kettle. Just building with pressure and wanting to bad to explode but so afraid of the damage I'd cause if I did. So instead I pull on that mask, squash the pain down a little bit more and hope no-one notices that
Why is everyone changing their usernames?
Is there something I'm not getting?
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